Jan 23

seemingly appropriate that this is my 500th post for my blog since i started it so long ago.  i only found out when i loaded a new post screen.  well this post is not about anything to do with this being my 500th post.  this has everything to do with love.  love for a wonderful lady.  alexa is this lady.  what can be said about her?  she keeps me on my toes and inspires me.  i have had a hard time the past couple of years to get back into the groove of writing and being generally creative.  i found myself spiraling down into a field of bland things with blah feelings.  then she came into my life and made me see the colours again.

i feel positive about alexa and the hold she has on my heart.  every day is a new day and everyday i look forward to seeing her.  i also look forward to making beautiful music together.  i know that’s a cliché, but in this instance, i mean it literally.

tot ce ai nevoie este dragostea.

~adieu

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Jan 23

sometimes things happen in your life or people happen in your life that change you.  they add something to you or point out something to you. sometimes all they need to do is make you think.  they become a force that cannot be ignored.  i have spent many of my nights talking with such a person.  the result being that i need to do things.  to get the cobwebs off of me and motivate me to focus on the things that i love to do like writing, creating music, and film.

but more importantly, i need to finish what i start.  to focus and be the best i can be at something before moving on to another interest.  i can tend to be everywhere and all over the place.  this is not good and i have realised it myself.  it is a bad habit that is great for my work while putting out fires and fixing everything that is breaking.  but for goal orientated and the creation of projects that are more creative, focus is prime.

with this i will strive to be more focused.

~adieu

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